Is This 4 Real?

Oh, God....
i cant stand this... my bloody heart its against me again...its bloody inside...for you....just for you ... and i dont wanna accept that!
thats the truth...i dont wanna accept it...
and i'm foolishing myself deeping as the ocean...

I Just wanna love u as everyone loves...but i cannot do it because we cannot be together...oh please!!, yes you like me and i like you...i know that and everyone know it! its a fact! or... well... i'm not sure now....'bout ur feelings....

Just...let me pretend thats not happening Ok?
you're with someone else...i'm too...or something like that....i'm trying to love her....i dont wanna love YOU anymore!
LETS THEN PRETEND that everything its OK? please?...
ey! guy! ...i love u...but not too longer...not anymore Okey?
please remember me that if someday you read this....


The Last Good-Bye
the last I LOVE YOU...

Azael Dulac L.